I feel like a lone wanderer
Someone who is just watching, not participating.
Others' lives seem more complete and interesting.
I am almost the same all the time
Nothing in my life, worth gossiping about.
I wait with a pen in hand and paper to stare at.
Waiting for thoughts to flow.
I feel like something ominous is going happen any moment.
I feel vulnerable.
The joy and jocund everyone is witnessing, among bomb blasts
and abuses seem unreal and made up.
The fake relaionships seem like a deal signed between two ambassadors.
The reality in every thing has lost its quality after the coming of 'reality' shows.
Im waiting for something new.
Im fed up.