Crazy crush

Its times like these
That I miss you like crazy
I just want to hug you
And disregard the world

I’m tired of reaching out
And holding out my arms to the wind, waiting
Loneliness is a horrible place to be
Especially when everyone else is moving on,
And you feel like you’ve sinned

I’m tired of guessing if you love me back
Whether you even notice the way I’ve fallen for you
It’s so frustrating, this love game-
It starts with a crush
An adrenaline rush
And then at every bend
It crushes you to no end
I don’t know-
If you are aware of the colour of my eyes
Or the tears that well up in it every night
I want to touch the skies
With you beside me, my knight.

The Ladakh Trip.

Shadows of clouds on mountains,
Icicles stretching away to eternity,
A numbness in my senses,
Even as seven cars move in the same velocity.

This trip has come to mean more than just that,
The bond we share is tremendous,
The memories to take back home, volumunous.

The past few days have turned out to be beautiful,
This experience will be engraved in my heart,
I hope it's not the end
But of something big, a start.

Little somethings.

A gush of cold water.
A nice long walk by the sea.
A small bite of fried peanuts.
An old favourite, long forgotten melody, playing on the radio.


Tiny happiness I call them
And they, by default, make my world.

Until now.

Tired. Excited. Happy. Contended. Wierd. Smiling. Typing. Staring. Thinking. Worried. Overwhelmed. Coughing. Music. Being.


Argh. My life is so contained.

My Board exams got over. Almost everything has been good until now. Phew. Enjoying like theres no tommorow. Everyday.

I went for a reunion of X std girls today. Was super fun. Also, I realised how people change so fast. Sigh. Ive tried changing, thought about it, talked about it ...but it ain't happening. Thank God.

Relationship equations have changed for me. But in the inside, I've pretty much remained the same..for the better or worse, time will tell.

Sigh. Sorry for the extremely random post.

Bye.

Farewell

Today's the day is say goodbye
The day when i tell others not to cry.

I've been here a long time now
I've got to learn to let go somehow.

I stand here, on the spike of truth.
Wondering how i got wisdom from a baby tooth.

I wonder,
With a sigh
why it takes a minute to say hello
and forever to say goodbye.

I have so many memories to gaurd
And how lucky am i to have something

that makes saying goodbye so hard?

Thank you for everything you have given me DAV.