Monday, December 06, 2010

Murmerings...

The low hum of the ceiling fan is soothing. Everything seems like its okay. Maybe I could close my eyes and rest a while. A dark horizon faces me. Several shadows and murmurings cater to the scene. Then, it hits me. Reality doesn’t let me dream. Vestiges of my past re-play, causing a crease between my shaped brows. Was what I did right or wrong? What will he/she think? Maybe I was wrong? But does it matter? I should be feeling good about this. This just didn’t happen. Conversations between me and me are the longest I have ever heard or spoken. It’s so loud; it makes me take hasty decisions just for the decibel level that it’s breaching in my head.

I try to play down the ‘grown up’ tag that’s being thrust on me immediately after I hit my eighteenth birthday. I also don’t want to be a kid. It’s too painful a transformation to go through again; decisions that solely hold you responsible, no matter how clueless you are about the consequences.

11 comments:

Da Rodent said...

he.he.he... :P

Manasa. K .Kumar said...

Hey..Really really long time eh? :D Whaddup? How you?

Swathi Sriram said...

superr! :D

Manasa. K .Kumar said...

Thankoo swathi :)

Da Rodent said...

@manasa: yeah, been a long long time :D I've been good. Been busy with work, life, etc. Am alive. Am alive. :D

Da Rodent said...

@manasa: will add you on fb.

Manasa. K .Kumar said...

Now, that's a good idea. :)

Da Rodent said...

@manasa: couldnt find you :( I dropped you an email, to the id mentioned on your blogger profile.

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